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I am enjoying a quiet, lazy Sunday afternoon. It has been another hectic week and during the weekend I try to relax and do things I enjoy doing even if they are not the most useful. Lately I am recognizing the need for me to just enjoy life sometimes without worrying about whether I am using my time wisely. I alternate between phases where I am constantly and intensely active and ones where I am being somewhat lazy and self-indulgent. Perhaps it is due to the very divergent personalities of my parents that I have both of these tendencies. This is also true when it comes to my spiritual life. There is a part of me that wants to focus exclusively on living a mindful life, detached from worldly possessions, power and fame. There is also a part of me that is very restless and wants to accomplish many things and contribute to the world.
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